You know it's funny how many fucking people get butt-hurt about the stupidest shit. I mean seriously. I can imagine if I intentionally piss someone off and hurt them, but I've been sick for the past two days, bed-ridden and running a high fever. I'm awake now because I've had two full days of sleep and still need more rest. I've taken some NyQuil and hoping that shit kicks in with a fury.
Some friends get all worked up for nothing because I've not spoken to them in a few days. Well sorry, did it ever occur to you that I may be ill or that something may had happen to me? NO of course not. I'm just being an asshole and ignoring you because you assume that I have changed because of my recent status change. ERHNT! Wrong. I've been focusing on my life and trying to get my shit together. But you don't know that because you assume that I'm partying all the time or that I'm so involved in my relationship.
As for the relationship.. well he just fucking broke up with me because I had not spoken to him since Tuesday. He was accepted into Yale for Business school but apparently me being sick qualifies me as a "Lazy Ass" Well fuck the White Horse you rode in on and have fun at fucking Yale, if you get in after your interview.
I'm sick of it. It doesn't matter what I do or don't do, I'm seen as the asshole or the non-affectionate boyfriend/friend. Well piss off to all of you who feel that way. If you're gonna treat me that way I don't need you in my life. I have bigger things in my life to worry about than what people really think about me.
If you truly know me you would know that I am considerate and loving. I think of others before myself. I help when I can with whatever I have. But some of you wouldn't know that because you're eager to assume and judge me right away.
Good Day to you All.. and lets think before we act or say anything. I've had plenty of time today to think about what I wanted to say. If this offends you then.. yea. Bye.
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