Life....My life.... What is it that I am supposed to do?

I am sure we all ask ourselves that question without ever knowing the answer. Some do figure it out and become great people. But who's to say that WE, who have not grasp the concept of our lives, cannot become great people too. Life takes twists and turns, Bridges and barriers, Easy St. and the chance to be educated by the School of Hard Knocks.

Truly we are all drivers, Demolition Men and builders, Hard working and tough enough to stand in front line when times call for it. I sit here awake on a Tuesday night pondering again my existence and why I am here. It doesn't come and I feel it will never come. I toss, turn, and occasionally wake up in the middle of the night in a cold swear thinking about my life. I know some were raised to see life as fun, but how can it be fun when you know times are hard and conflict with what you were taught.

I know deep down in at some point I will find my answers but for now I am still searching....