Yet once again in my life I have managed to be able to ruin any chances or hopes to be with someone who genuinely finds me attractive. I have this ability that just ruins everything. From simple error to a written eyesore, I have managed to drive guys away.
I believe that these situations are usually too good to be true, I get scared and I don't know how to cope with my emotions I guess. My life sucks and had always sucked for the past 3 years. I have become jaded to a degree. I go for guys who don't find me attractive and guys go for me that are too far away for me to hold and call my own.
I guess all I can do is just to move forward and see where my roads take me. I still consider myself young but there will come a time that will come to an end. right now my default picture explains it all what is going on inside of me. Why can't my life be simple again. Oh to be a child once again.
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