On the other hand, I'm scarred because I'm gay. I'm scared about my past. And I'm scared I won't qualify, I have anxiety issues when it comes to tests. I think with the Academy and time I can get over it but it still lingers in my head. Crap what do I do?
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
To Be or Not to Be
So I have come to a, somewhat, critical decision in my life. As far as careers go and work. I have always been interested in serving and protecting the public. I have always admired and wished to become a cop or fire fighter. I have now been asked by an old High School buddy that I have reconnected with, to take the San Diego Sheriff's test and apply to become a cop. I want to, but I'm scared that my past may come back to haunt me. I got a DUI about 3 or 4 years ago and I don't have the best of credit. I don't know what to do. Should I go for it and try? Or should I pass it up? I mean, I would like to have the opportunity to serve the public and the people who live here and call it home. I had just recently started to work out again and I'm wanting to get fit again. I think putting in my head of becoming a Sheriff would give me the drive and motivation to get back into peek condition.
On the other hand, I'm scarred because I'm gay. I'm scared about my past. And I'm scared I won't qualify, I have anxiety issues when it comes to tests. I think with the Academy and time I can get over it but it still lingers in my head. Crap what do I do?
On the other hand, I'm scarred because I'm gay. I'm scared about my past. And I'm scared I won't qualify, I have anxiety issues when it comes to tests. I think with the Academy and time I can get over it but it still lingers in my head. Crap what do I do?
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