It's been a while.....

Since I've blogged. I've been busy working and too tired to log on and write/type out my thoughts. Trust me I have plenty right now that need to be out of my mind.

It's been a while since I've held another in my arms. The occasional hug and kiss from friends never cuts it. The occasional hug and kiss from a guy you have a crush on never seems to satisfy your thirst. I have been going on day in and night out trying to figure things out. I have all these great plans but seem to have trouble executing them. I'm not completely depressed or distraught just in a funk that I wish to get out of. I'm sure when my situation betters, my social life will too.(Optimistically saying)

It's hard working two jobs, especially ones that you love to work at and have no real hours to work with. In one hand I have the night club, a place I've come to love working at and love the people I work with. In my other hand I have the restaurant, where I started back in '95 and ended in '01. It's an awesome place but it's nothing like it use to be due to a shitty corporate buy out by Sizzler. Both of these jobs are awesome and I want to work both but it's hard. I get 5 days or so from the restaurant and 1 day at the club and I'm on call the rest of the week.
I want to be able to work both and not be tired. I want to have the ability to have at least a day off to myself and spend time with friends. But I need to work in order to better my situation... all in good time....

Ugh... so many thoughts I need to sort them... anyways... I hope all of you (who ever reads my blogs) are doing great and hope all is well with you! Be safe and feel free to comment my blogs!

Ciao,
Mikey